back to normal

Hey- I am so glad to see Granda and Gramma have already been on here and posted. Everyone keeps asking how I am and now I can finally say, "I'm doing fine!" I am feeling like my old self. By that I mean perky, social, and interested in activities besides sitting on the couch. Chad is having so much fun with me watching me get all crazy. I have not felt quite as scatterbrained this week, but man sometimes, I feel like a complete blonde! I am going to have to go shopping again soon. It is a fight in my closet every morning. Before I could fit in my jeans and pants and just couldn't zip them. Now, they are just plum tight. Every morning when I ask Chad, "are these too tight" or "does this make me look fat?", he replys saying, "Jenna, you are pregnant." I guess eventually that will sink in and I won't care about my bulging belly. The other thing that is starting to come is money worries. Are babies expensive?? Can we afford one? If we could find part time daycare and Springdale would let me work 3 days a week, is that worth it? Should we give up that money? Will I still be a good momma if I stay home a few days a week? Will I be a bad momma if I go back full time? And many more...I am sure others have struggled along the way with the same sort of questions. I guess Chad and I just need to stick together and take one day at a time. It is amazing how much you start to love someone you have never met. I will let you all know what doctor says tomorrow!